BB and BC

原来我们之间，我只要你快乐就满足了 :) 不是天长地久的缘，相处的时间不再衡量。只要多一天分享你的喜怒哀乐，我很愿意。 断断续续的简讯，只要你记得我们，就足够了。

sleep is tough

3 days woke at 4am and finding it hard to go back zzz. Likely zzz back at 6am and then about 8am will auto wake up despite being very tire


:(


i dun noe but first nite, found myself tearing

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he said the fundamental principle is I MUST BE HAPPY

But wat is happy? i dun noe. Well i do laugh n laugh merrily

:)

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he said sorry for being such an idiot..... i told him if his name is BO CHAP i m BO BIAN

secret passage

novelty died so fast?
checked FB. we started msg since 7 Aug so it has been few mths. So a game remains as a game

haiz

jus feeling empty

no, there is no lov

but there is feeling? really ? i dun think so

jus from no to have to now no again


haiz haiz haiz

怎么了？

is routine eating me up and thus my emotions trying to get myself new fantasy with depression?

So strange strange strange

If this is PMS it will be like 2 weeks long? gosh! i dun wanna that

when can i pick up good mood again? or at least try to look cheery n laugh loud m0re naturally????????

Did i not tell myself that i shouldnt let myself go out of control in r'ship?

how can i trust?

what can i trust?

Why do i let myself sink in this r'ship?


And now when things cool down, it jus ate me up bits by bits

I can flirt ard and have many little romance n they r not eating into me

But u u u , the one i dun noe y i never let my guard on.... ..... now tell me holding hands is no more comfortable

Dun know wat u really want.... u wan a breakup and refuse to come out fr ur mouth? u let me relate to him.. the man who wanna divorce din wan to say it out

In mid of marriage prob n lodgin prob y do i let myself sinkin into yet another depression?

i have other TLC ard me but y do i still let myself affect by u u u

u u u

y

y i let myself believe once again in fairy tale n then bubble burst

maybe i should start counting my blessing that it lasted 2.5 yrs