Sick le

Ytd late nite, mop WALLS and also clean up my bedroom.

Onz aircon while zzz and due to own laziness, did not off it despite feeling cold.

So this morning, i knew i have caught a cold.

Now still feverish and most unbearable with a running nose.

Past medicines were all either expired or non for flu cure.

Took panadol and zzz.

Woke at 7pm and prepared my dinner. Mix veg soup and steam fish. Added alot of ginger in hope it can cure my flu over the night so i can go work tommorrow. No intention to take MC.

Still eating now.

wei wei

J, y suddenly so cold har?

worry friendship gone. Did i do sth or say sth wrong????????

I dun wan to keep losing friend, be it man or woman.

:(

With a help fr ex classmate, the clubbing still turn funz!

To continue fr that incident, that nite was not all lost lah.

Ying came to join me and HC. By the time she reached, already at peak. Music was damn great n all were high dancing away. And Jac came over to visit me haaaaaaa. She must felt out of place? :P

Ying got camera as she came fr her company D&D. Btw wat she got for her lucky draw is wat i got from that guy. Life is so ironcal hor!!!!! one happy one is soo upset! haaaaaa

With the pics, it inspires me to take pic with some colleagues. But it must be a challenge to take pic openly as i have selective list ;P

It happened again!

That few days, someone msn me to talk about his past. I guess as friend i dun mind to lend a ear n also to share some of my stories. In hope that ppl like him who ever sway know how to turn back to family. Cos i was victim myself before. N usually it worked as guys after hearing my stories then realised how upset wife can get!

But there were some parts which is not really wat i expected the topic to turn. As usual i manage to twist n turn n change topic on time.

Then was asked if want to go clubbing together. Actually i have been setting target to go down St. James all Fridays until my new work start. And this time, have this gut feel that i should go down with him to see if what i suspect is true.

Had another friend with me to go together. The situation was rather tensed cos the two men do not know each other so quite awkward. And it was too early (to avoid cover charge) the crowd was pathetic. Not to mentioned it was a PH!.

Ok, i confessed if i sounded too oversuspicous and take ppl's goodwill as sth negative? maybe cos i dun trust men anymore :P Was presented with a gift. That was shocking. I did put on my msn nick that a device was spolit n lookin for sth cheap (ya, no need brand for me de). But that does not mean i actually expect ppl to buy! Even if to accept must be fr someones i real close to (well i can name the names if request heehee). It put me off. I think it is disgusting ( apologise again if the person really have no other intention). But y give to me? there is no reason. To me har, a thing that is close to $100 is really a big gift (emphaise again i m not rich!) so y give? Sympathy? or other intention? Pls lor, better use the money to buy toys for kids!

Ya i irk the idea of married men tryin to be nice to me. No i am not desperate, please. Admit i am a REJECTED goods from marraige but as a human i still hae dignity and QC.

Going to return the money.

Not sure if this person will read the blog n curse. But i have my own thinking n feeling. N i felt insulted. IF u r the person n read this blog, pls do not reply back. U can grow anger with me. I wan to simply protect myself.

New friendship!

Already 6 mths with this current co.!

Time flies so fast!

And i am moving on again. Vertical, horizontal or reverse i wont know yet. Let's hope for the best.

Over these 6 mths, it was rather tough. This place is full of politics n ppl dun work cos they need to work. They work cos u r their friends and respect them.

Finally after few months of hardwork, manage to get some ppl who initially irk me now kind of give me some face. And with alot of sincerity, i managed to get real friendship as well ;) It could also be because i openly shared with them that alot of work conflict arise as decision is beyond my control. As usual, while i work, i also ensure some fun and laughter with my rubbish talk. That could have 'won' some sympathy? lol

So now ppl like Jenny, Jac, Donna, Wenshing, Mel, Lisa, Winn, Kazae and Priscilla are my friends liao. N i really mean FRIEND ok!

One rather not pleasing person but i rather not spend time writing on her. Waste my time only.

Dear new friends, hope that we can still keep friendship even if i will leave the place next wednesday.

Cheers!

Clubbing

Been going to St.James quite frequently.

A bit tipsy(ya i know my stomach too well) and some small dance movements bring abit of controvesy to daily life. I like it :)

Wat to do? go KTV and likely the songs will tear me down ;P

Tis morning someone actually tried to call me on hp n phone in attempt to wake me up. I think he forgot that i went party last nite and need to sleep. Haiz. When i need companion n he is not available, i cant say anything. But get suan for not responding.

So sick of being spare tyres to friends lei :P

N also one annoying incident; still going on! Someone tried to use me to test a guy so as to show the guy is seriosu towards her? i think so. It geeting sooooooo obvious. GOSH. Have a meaningful life pls

Many times when i am on msn, i am actually not in front of my laptop. Need to spend time doing reading, research and upkeep the house lah. So dun dun dun say i DAO hor

My first time.......

Sounds suggestive? lol





Here it is...........

e next one is in May. Hope i persist. That yr tat day in May, the earth got this useless pax n waste still waste resources. So better give back ;)

i no money but still have this to give lol