Wednesday, May 21, 2008

suddenly fever

virus jus attacked me out of sudden on monday evening.

No tell tale sign at all.

But it is of little surprise. My v v v low RCB count already got me tire too easily. so guess i m prone to virus infection.

N again, nothing to do with clubbing. Cos i was well well well de.

Felt so hot n cold n bones bitting aching. but doc wsa not too concern. Even medicine given was so pathetic. Maybe it got to do with me now under NTUC scheme? so i m not a value customer liao? if i really kena dengue will sue him lor.

piss

Friday, May 16, 2008

言不由衷

only last nite in bus, i was thinking of 'hopeful'
but worries roll in again.

Haiz, life is such.. dun wan to be a barrier but then worry.. maybe worry for nothing. but there are too many repeats in this life..

nvm think can still smile n give u best wishes de if......

用微笑配合 努力扮演好必须的角色

握紧的双手。。 其实拉不住什么。。

拥有了,失去。。 是人最辛酸的体验。
一个人可以承受多少的失去

失去过后,可以用时间来敷衍自己。
在知道将会失去的那刻,看着一一滑落手中,是最痛苦的。

我想我真的好害怕。

是宿命吗?无法逃脱命运?

还是会默默地支持你的。。。可能真的会是短暂的缘分。。那一点剩余的勇气希望可以陪你走一段路吧。。。

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Surprise ! a wonderful bday celebration



GOSH

It was so well planned n i din even suspect anything.

A dinner that we (NICK, EDWARD n me) so used to go out n feast actually turned out to be a bday celebration for me!

Haha the moment i stepped into the restuarant, saw Winson n thought so coincident. Wanted to go over and shocked him.... then saw Edward.. stunned! then looked at the left side, all Sgpoolz ppl. I think i got the greatest shock! everybody jus carry on to eat as if nothing happen haha.


We took alot of pic while i have alot of Qn mark in my mind as how they coordinated.

:))))))))))

finally found out that Nick had this planned since March and Edward was the culprit, then Donna (Sgpoolz) was dragged in.... the celebration was changed as i cancelled it on 9 may. If not there will be more to join in. The PAsian group did not turn up... n Nick mentioned he wanna do more so i suspect he wanna drag my cohort mates as well de...... haha but he was too busy.

The coordination took part all over e world while Nick travel....

GOSH GOSH GOSH

n Winson dear never leak out a word!!!!!!!!!

really speechless n love love love all the tots n efforts........

thank you for letting me have a wonderful May :)
more pic in facebook in Donna's profile. She is my young young twin :)

revealing the secret sender

hmm so my guess is pretty rite!

It's RT... haha happen to be same initial as my current boss....

He was the second suspect in my list (self high again thought many will send me flowers heehee).

But he denied when i called him.

Last nite before i zzz suddenly got enlightened. He may felt bad for cancelling dinner yesterday (supposing a treat for my bday) so he should be sending flowers as replacement. Smsed him

Think he replied late n i was already fallen asleep. He said he just wan me to be happy... cool man! another friend wanna me to be happy. cos recently i complaint too much esp dwelling on the fact that Blood Donation Centre refused to take my blood due to real low RBC count. N i did teared abit in front of doc cos told her it is my bday mth n i wanna to do sth nice :(

Anyway, friendship is hard to come by and i treasure every friends. Thanks for all the good old friends and newfound friends, FOREVER FRIENDSHIP

Cheers!

PS: someone said dun keep telling him abt this case n look forward to weekend getaway. I do look forward de :):):)

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Sad Sunday

Today went in attempt to donate blood at HSA.

Was rather rush and managed to reach there 30min before appt time.

:(

The doctor glanced at me and told me to do the blood test first, citing 'if cannot pass, then no need see doc so dun have to waste my time.' It seemed like she can tell i sure cant pass the test.

Went to the station crossing fingers .... then result out, my blood count is 8.8. So cannot pass. N went to see e doc. She really looked please with her prediction... But i dun blame her. cos when u r in a profession for too long, ur experience accumualted... She said usually need at least 12+ then can do the donation. She found it strange that my blood count is so low. I din tell her my last one @ co's doc was 9.9 n already the doc v concern...... She told me that i have to start eating right n rite quantity. N even so, i can only come back aft 6 mths. Told her i am very upset cos this is my bday mth, i wan to do so th good :(:(:( CRY CRY CRY

You are very nice to accompany me there and comforted me. Thanks for the wonderful day :) so sweetz. Especially when i jus refused to eat that bowl of noodles n u ate halfway n went to buy other food for me. Actually i did n do get tire too easily le (the doc was nto wrong to say i must be feelin tire v v v easily) that was y i changed mind and asked u to q for me. Usually i wont wan to disrupt when ppl eating de. Very sorry for being selfish.

Dun noe lah, hope thing is ok.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

again again too quick to jump to my fault!

Y always like that.
Wat has it got to do with me?

Ask me to check ur credit card bill. Tried to update u n u Dun wan to listen

U said to help pay for u ur airfare for last trip. I saw u have another outstanding bill that is charged for late payment and told u. Without understanding, you jus put blame on me. Citing that u have asked me to check the bill for airfare so i must have let it lapse hence the late chargees...... But i jus got the bill and also the card u used for airfare is not the one u incurred late charges

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

still take me as ur punching bag?!!!!