blow aft blow

As expected, medical results is 'it is still low'. 'Maybe ... er... let's see...'

Then monster came back.

Had big fight over the phone this morning. Tried to off it and then evengin kena again. It is about 1hr + that he is lecturring, maligning and insulting me :(
still goin on now....

life is HELL. 4 letter words

夜

Very irritated tonite.

Boss is unfair or stereotype PA staff as brainless n tactless. So he jumped into conclusion on sth on me even it was not my fault

Then i tried to take bus home. But bus broke down half way.

Managed to take a cab. but towards reaching my place, driver realised he din on meter. So we settled on an amount i m unsure if it is fair.

At door, a lizard just happily stuck to door n i had problem opening the door. Now my gate is not locked cos unsure if lizard is there.

Feeling lousy.
可是亲爱的，你怎么不在我身边
。。 以前的他没空里我。
现在也许年纪还小，爱莫能助。 也不想让他人感到承重的负担。。。

life u still need to face it n walk ahead alone de :)

天天都有落叶 特别是今晚夜当沙沙的风吹 每一片叶 掉一滴泪夜夜有人心碎 他们相信谁当爱被解了约 作何感觉

当世界被感情蒙上一层灰而我 宁愿是最后的落叶

nothing

cant help but still wanna to blog.

At this hour hee hee.

Ytd was a scarey nite. The weather was so fine but the moment i went home reached the corridor, thunder roared. N there i saw that same pair of man shoes at the stairs.

Well, that pair of shoes was there for so long le. Only that fear triggered when Edward joked if i hear footstep at night...

Had dinner with Edward & Nick. Edward was kind to come n fetch me. Used to be Nick but since now we are far apart Edward has to be the one haaaaa ( but i think he feel happy to do it than if i get licence and drive ard haha). He is still not familar with this area and kept asking me how to get to PIE haha.. he enjoys talking to himself bah cos i really road idiot.

We had jap food and then ice cream. Then Edward was fast to delegate Nick to send me home as i took alot of Jap food+wasabi+sushimi+sake+ice cream+ uncooked waffle. Hahaaaaaaa they scare i leave a trail u noe wa lau.

The sudden thunder, strong wind and rain really caught me off guard. Really got scared. Din even dare to go and bathe. Took me awhile to do that. thanks to someone on line wiht me for awhile. After bath, played facebook. recently hooked on the bubble words. Then quickly ran back to bedroom on all the lights & Tv & radio, read book and fell asleep ;)

life goes on........

This is nothing maybe compared to tmr when he is back from China. He is moving his things out. But should be staying for say 4 days. Maybe lesser cos some nites he be dun noe whr with who (like i care). But when there is contact time, war may start anytime u noe lol

Arrgh... dun noe lah, i have to fill in my time slots. Maybe sat night go n find ppl to drink n drunk bah haiz 你不在当我最需要爱。。 haaa so crap me. No lah, jus that now the song is playing so i tot so timely LOL. Nevermind de, last time i also live with it. Now i think i still can. No matter what must give respect to the 1st occupant mah

dum dum di di lalalalallalalalalalalalalala

mangojo back in action...

cos she is plain lazy to own another blog n then keep forgetting password. N she still wanna to keep a blog but will fliter wat's in n out.

Happiness ard

PAsians are having quite good news recently.

Cheryl has given birth.

Heard Lecia is going to soon.

Then our little used-to-be rascal Princess is going to get married ;) Really this little gal has grown up over the years. She has gone through some tough road before and now i am really happy for her in finding her dar. This guy really dotes on her :)))

I wish one day i have such good news :)

人生和爱情原本是简单的。
人的自私和贪欲往往伤了别人也伤了自己。
谁比谁好
谁比谁美
一瞬间的诱惑
终生的遗憾
自食其果

后悔遗憾自责，留给你
希望永恒无悔，送还我

living in this world for 32 yrs
alot of things i still dun noe.

y ppl knoe n i dun noe dun noe dun noe

learnt to smile for sake of others (tat the only thing life force n endow me with?)

dun noe how to stay true happy
dun noe how to create happy happy mood
dun noe how to make other happy
dun noe how come keep makign ppl unhappy
dun noe y i cannot bring happiness to others

moving out

realise that something said is not really wat was meant.

unwittingly intrude other's privacy.

Cleaning up the mess now.

gonna to shift 'house' again.

let selected folks noe..

turning cold le