is routine eating me up and thus my emotions trying to get myself new fantasy with depression?
So strange strange strange
If this is PMS it will be like 2 weeks long? gosh! i dun wanna that
when can i pick up good mood again? or at least try to look cheery n laugh loud m0re naturally????????
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
Did i not tell myself that i shouldnt let myself go out of control in r'ship?
how can i trust?
what can i trust?
Why do i let myself sink in this r'ship?
And now when things cool down, it jus ate me up bits by bits
I can flirt ard and have many little romance n they r not eating into me
But u u u , the one i dun noe y i never let my guard on.... ..... now tell me holding hands is no more comfortable
Dun know wat u really want.... u wan a breakup and refuse to come out fr ur mouth? u let me relate to him.. the man who wanna divorce din wan to say it out
In mid of marriage prob n lodgin prob y do i let myself sinkin into yet another depression?
i have other TLC ard me but y do i still let myself affect by u u u
u u u
y
y i let myself believe once again in fairy tale n then bubble burst
maybe i should start counting my blessing that it lasted 2.5 yrs
how can i trust?
what can i trust?
Why do i let myself sink in this r'ship?
And now when things cool down, it jus ate me up bits by bits
I can flirt ard and have many little romance n they r not eating into me
But u u u , the one i dun noe y i never let my guard on.... ..... now tell me holding hands is no more comfortable
Dun know wat u really want.... u wan a breakup and refuse to come out fr ur mouth? u let me relate to him.. the man who wanna divorce din wan to say it out
In mid of marriage prob n lodgin prob y do i let myself sinkin into yet another depression?
i have other TLC ard me but y do i still let myself affect by u u u
u u u
y
y i let myself believe once again in fairy tale n then bubble burst
maybe i should start counting my blessing that it lasted 2.5 yrs
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
speechless
it is so easy for people to tell me 'i am sorry, i cant' and i have to accept it.
Give up!
Give up!
Monday, March 1, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
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