他她的故事，是尽头还是过程。。。

走了一段路，走着走着，尽然迷失了方向。
下一步，怎么走，黯然模糊

电话那一端，草草的挂了
心忽然一阵痛
从几何时。。。重复以前的情景

虽然收敛了许多的情感
还是泄露了我的不安
于是你开始冷淡
我也开始问自己该怎么办
如果你知道我的遗憾
千万不要再不以为然
我的生活已经混乱
到处漂流却始终靠不了岸
这是我最后
最美 最真
最心碎的留言
Oh 爱我 好吗
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落
Oh 爱我 好吗
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落

reason or excuse?

Should it be that watever you do there must be a reason to support it?

Dun understand when someone said i have alot of reasons for doing sth.

Well, there must always a reason or justification why u r doing something mah

It was a struggle for months.. tryin to weigh the decisions so i can be convinced y i continue or jus take another break.

Life flashed back, i actually did kind of gain many yrs of my life glowing (dun talk about marriage though). Rem vividly doc asked me to give up studies if i wan back health. I braved through 5 yrs to do my diploma; yrs of tears n pain. Then did my degree while working and then finally flourished in career. Those if i have not persisted i can never make it. But it also costs my health badly. The days whr i had only a loaf of bread for a week. Took office biscuits for lunch and then a $0.50 fried mee at Poly...

Every decision on what to spend for each cent.....

So to tie things up, now u noe why i will ensure every action i take there is reason and enough to convince myself...

So it is time to rest. There will be noises as not many ppl understand but like to give comment. Like i was sharing with dear... nobody even own kin can understand what you going through cos body is yours, health is yours, pain is yours

spinninggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

A long break

Yeah, decided and will proceed to take a long break.

Months of hesitating but it seemed will be a better choice than juggling work and then fighting against the whatever sudden attack. Often made both work and health suffered together.

希望休息是真的可以走更远的路

tire tire

喔　我已不知道
好久不见你好不好
我已不知道是否你已经忘掉喔　
Sweet Heart　你可知道这些日子我并不好
寂寞的影子已经疲倦的说　我累了
曾经有的梦像刺激的冒险一般
我已太累了不再是幻想的小孩

喔　那些曾经有的爱像无聊的童话一般
我已太累了不再是无知的小孩

This song was by Annie Wu (Yi Neng Jing). I like the lyrics and the tune. Only that everyone kept saying she cant sing. Actually this woman though act cute,she really good with pen n know wat she wanna...

i m in bad patch

so dun ask too much qn
dun irriate me