Sunday, November 30, 2008

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

tat Saturday at airport in april

你只是静静陪了我一个午后

在我的心里仿佛你停了好久

一点点探索一点点感动

你竟然有我渴求已久的温柔


你问我是否还有感情路要走
那是我自己都怕提起的伤痛

不想说太多不要人问候
不想在这个时侯对你细说

只想有一段路是你陪着我走

不谈论关于我的过去和以后

挥霍寂寞直到我们的心又软弱

只想有一段路是我陪着你走

就算为一个一定会消失的梦
你眼睛会笑
弯成一条桥 终点却是我永远到不了

感觉你来到 是风的呼啸
思念像苦药竟如此难熬 每分每秒

我找不到 我到不了 你所谓的将来的美好

我什麽都不要知不知道 若你懂我这一秒
我想看到我在寻找那所谓的爱情的美好

我紧紧的依靠紧谨守牢不敢漏掉一丝一毫

愿你看到

叉烧与烧肉拼盘

never can get along well. Even talking

but they r often put together in the same plate.

then when u mix them up the taste is great........

in this case, it was for maybe 2-3 yrs only.

现在连客套话都可以那么的火拼

the plate is like our lives. Guess we wont get along anyway but are bundled together.. somehow..

we wont drop contact but it will be like that.. last time cant see eye to eye now also cant, the future also will be the same.

Retiree life preview

Today, i dropped all sort of burden and tried to enjoy my retirement day.

Despite waking up at 3am and having difficulty back to sleep, i think i enjoy the day quite well.

Did my routine workout by 11am. Went to library to return books and had BK for lunch. Satisfied my craving *yeah i am quite a junk food supporter.

Read a few pages while chewing on BK chicken ;)

Then went to do abit of groceries marketing.

Enjoying the slow walk and browsing, and soaking into Xmas mood.

Released tension and the many 'wat if', i enjoy the day.

Only got spolit when i realised i missed my credit card payment date again! Damn gonna waste $90 for nothing. Wrote in to ask for wavier. But i am such frequent requester so not sure if it can be sucessful.. My fault wat e fuck i m doing!!!!!!!!!! Gonna ask for auto deduct liao

haiz

okok i try to get back the relax mood or life will go wrong wrong wrong again.......

Monday, November 24, 2008

天冷你就回来别在风中徘徊

Friday, November 21, 2008

Living in my own world

Totally shield away fr storm outside.

It is scarey and totally insecure.

Maybe should say it WAS.

Now i just want to enjoy this little short period of serenity. Admit this is the down and out period. And enjoy it afterwhich will be totally different war zone.

Relax relax relax.. hear no gossip of mine, hear no criticisim of mine, hear no misperception on me..

Chosen it n will just swift through this period.

As usual, it's a test of own determination and decisiveness

他人的有心或无意指点,蔓延的流言, 我怎能轻易忘了自己设下的目标而沉浸在自怜的漩涡?
人生太在乎别人的指责,成功就会远离我。。。
Now i truely noe wat is meant by FOCUS

gemini, gemini... focus focus focus.. trash the devil out of you