'think too much' is commonly abused

To think or not to think?

Pure thinking w/o action also fruitless.

But not to think is better?

Really dun noe which is better off.

Everyone yearns for carefree life.

Sometimes, do we noe that if 'i choose a carefree attitude, the responsibility does not go off but shift to another person's shoulder?'

Live the day to its fullest is one great medicine. But i wonder if that is sufficient enough in this era.


This is this knot that i cannot untie yet. It is there n after several years of 'live one day pass one day' my subsconcious finally acknowledge that sometime must be done. Yet consciously i do not have the know how. So it is this hurdle that haunts me nite n nite.

Dun think too much.. tat will be word sprouted from others. Dun think? who think for me?

puke

weak..........................


&*#!@*

virus infection

tire.. n the medication jus drown me to long sleep

turning

will there be a new turn that turns out to be good

when u cannot hang on anymore...

Aching all over, tire tire tire!

the feeling is like grabbing the tail end of a rope n being too tire, i gradually release the grip and let my hand slip away..

C that tree or the window?

I lived in Alabama on a half-acre lot blessed huge oak trees that were 40 feet in diameter. They were HUGE! The house was laid out such that every bedroom faced the backyard. Each bedroom had a large picture window. The view was breathtaking. I enjoyed just looking at the trees. In the fall I would identify a particular leaf that was falling and watched it for what seemed liked 5 minutes before it fell to earth.

One day I invited this married couple over to enjoy the view from the bedroom window. I took them into the bedroom and excitedly pointed to the trees out of the window and exclaimed, "just look"!

After about 20 seconds there was no comment from the couple. I however, noticed a big frown on the woman's face.

I said, "What's wrong". She was reluctant to reply.

I insisted and again said, "What's wrong?"

She relented and said, "Don't you see those fingerprints on the glass?"

I turned and looked and there were what seemed to be fifty or more fingerprints on the glass. I ran for the Windex to clean the glass. The lady "Oh, I didn't mean for you to clean it now."

The morale here is this. That lady never saw the trees. Even when I tried to point them out, She missed it! I didn't see the fingerprints. I was looking through the glass not at it.

When the fingerprints were pointed out to me, I saw them and removed them. The lady never saw the trees. She focused on the fingerprints and she never got passed them.

Life is much like that. There are things in life that are good and things that are bad. You choose which things you want to focus on. I focus on the trees.

What are you focusing on?

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

William Lambert

Thank You

For those who genuinely care for me at this stage, i say "thank u :)", for those who care for me but somehow over-interpret my current situation, i say "Thank you Very much, sorry that i have let u down cos i am still doing fine."

aiyo, 好无奈！I m shocked to learn that whatever reply given at this stage, will be interpreted differently. Ppl read too much into it?!? When i say 'i m ok, i m fine', it really stands.

So now i choose to stay quiet lo. Do what i have to do for myself.

People will face situation in life as long as one is breathing. I am doing what i need to do now. Why should someone think of it as 'very pathetic' and 'seriously in trouble'?

I blame on my limited language expressions. That's all i can push the blame. Else why would my replies got decipher as being 'bad shape'?

Luckily i realized that those who do that to me are the ones in some kind of 'sorrow'. From his email是, it shows the person is emotionally unstable. For instance, nagging on 'not having enough time' but still have all the time to flood others with junk mails n gossiping about others, complaining about 'busy at work' while during office hours'.

Did it occur to you that it is as sinful to complain about working as to not having a job? If you think that a NORMAL person must hold a job, then why are you complaining about your office, your staff & work?

Also, it will be injustice to TIME when you complain about 'not having enough time'. the time you used to complain r in fact TIME. Go read 'Paradox of Time' hee


Be kind and dun go too far stretched in creating an illusion of me now.

The fact is, i am looking for job; working hard on translation and language skills; keeping healthy; keeping ideal weight and waistline; eating healthier. I am enjoying the processes and progresses and appreciate every experience.

So look, if you dun hear from me, it means i am just keeping low profile now. Keeping low profile does not mean i am in 'bad shape'. i am just focusing on what i need to do now. But ur friendships i still hold dear (applicable to those that are creating this inconvenience to me).

Now i wonder with this blogging, will there be more mis-interpretation. Most importantly is not to guess that 'those' is referring to you, unless u noe u r doing it to me. 2ndly, dun take it that i m raged to the max with this entry. I am jus feeling perplexed. Yet it does not warrant my full energy into the incident. With this blogging, the nonsense will be 'shred away'

it takes all sort to make the world, tat's y:

我爱我的朋友门啊！yeah yeah, i love all friends!



i enjoy what i am doing before hitting into rat race again