Thursday, August 28, 2008

reason or excuse?

Should it be that watever you do there must be a reason to support it?
Dun understand when someone said i have alot of reasons for doing sth.
Well, there must always a reason or justification why u r doing something mah
It was a struggle for months.. tryin to weigh the decisions so i can be convinced y i continue or jus take another break.
Life flashed back, i actually did kind of gain many yrs of my life glowing (dun talk about marriage though). Rem vividly doc asked me to give up studies if i wan back health. I braved through 5 yrs to do my diploma; yrs of tears n pain. Then did my degree while working and then finally flourished in career. Those if i have not persisted i can never make it. But it also costs my health badly. The days whr i had only a loaf of bread for a week. Took office biscuits for lunch and then a $0.50 fried mee at Poly...
Every decision on what to spend for each cent.....
So to tie things up, now u noe why i will ensure every action i take there is reason and enough to convince myself...
So it is time to rest. There will be noises as not many ppl understand but like to give comment. Like i was sharing with dear... nobody even own kin can understand what you going through cos body is yours, health is yours, pain is yours

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