e room is spinning...

having real low count for RBC, it does not help during menses period.

Feel myself floating.

Last nite during dinner i was already feeling light headed. Felt so bad cos i asked to go home earlier. Then in the train almost collapsed. Lucky early part Frank called to chat n can distract me from feel of giddiness.

It took me real efforts to bathe n then collapsed onto bed.

Dear advised me to take the TCM medicine and then after 30min take the pink pills. Din really persisted and fell asleep. As usual the cramp n pain tortured me whole night. Finally at 404am forced myself to wake up and took the pink panadol. It helped abit.

this morning at 704, dear dear gave me a wake up call. Lucky he rang if not i think i will still remain unconscious. Took me about 10min to struggle to get up. the room jus spinn...

Took milo and then the TCM medicine (left today to finish it). But not good mix as in the bus i felt nuasea. Now still feeling like throwing up. :(:(:(

Later have two meetings. N one of the staff really piss me off. Every single thing cannot do. Wasting alot of my energy.

really feel like goin to doc n do the blood test n see if RBC still dipping.. but dun wan lah waste money only.

Talking about yesterday, was v v v touched that Frank initiated to celebrate my bday. We went to a Korean resturant n food was great. Only that i do not know the shop name still. Later we went to a pub at Tg Pagar. But din really like such plc. Nevertheless Frank my 'big bro' really dote on me :):):) cos i cute! i called him bro and we are Koh! hahahaha

Tonite there is one more dinner with Richard young chap. Then Thursday with Sleepy & Bro bear .. wonder they manage to get PS or not. Then fri R&R, then sat maybe go JB and sun do hair n shop with Ying & Florence. Must drill the latter on her romance..

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i have put behind the marriage and a decade of nightmare..

This period, W has been soooo soo nice toward me. His care & concern really really make me feel like human again.. have not been wanting a r'ship eversince woken up from marriage.. but this time it is sooooo different. Even during the bday period he did soooo much.. not the gift but the efforts n tots really touched me!

But he is someone that hold privacy dearly so din really declare much on us. Excited and worry... n he said i paranoid de.. haha... hopefully i really hope something good will come to this r'ship :)