A great morning to wake up to...

Dear really helped to ring me so i can wake up early n not feel lousy.

A company rang up. Despite i am still unclear of what i want n life purpose to start with. It was great to receive the phone.

Now listening to self help audio.

Yes! i feel great now. Cos i have done some miracles to my life n body.. raised efforts to take responsibility for myself. Cloud nine i create the nice feel, lessen pain.

The next step is to reduce the miserable feel n depression n fear i get every now n then. N not to be soaked in other ppl foul mood. I cannot control other ppl. They can continue to whine but i m not goin to. I cant control u but i can control myself

I create psychological safety net so that regardless of what happen, i will not be worrying and fearful.

Still have freedom to choose own attitude. Courage to focus on things i can do n i can control. Increase chance to understand n achieve my goal n success in my own way.

It's yr end but not end of life. E sailing continues... fighter fights :)