Thank You 2008 and Welcome 2009
Thank you , i really thank for the year. There are UPs and downs. But i am still surviving :)
It was a drastic n very bold move to quit n rest at home. There were few objectives i wanna to achieve:
1. Nurse back health n stablised the very low red blood cell count
2. Get back my figure. i mean at least slim down abit. The tummy was very embarrsing
3. Read more
4. Gain better control on emotions n let go past n embrase the future. Especially in relationship. How to better handle situation
The results were pleasing
1a. Giddy spells were pretty minimised. Only some occasions but i can handle it better.
1b. Decade curse of menses pain and cramps were reduced to minimal. The effect for past two months were plain tire. But no cramps. *Relief. Keep it up!!!
2a. Reduced tummy though stil probing. But not so embarrasing. Thighs reduced by some 0.0x inches. It is v small reduction but it is still results. I managed to squeeze back into some pants. Cut cost!!
2b. Can dance better .. body more flexible
2c. Able to continuously exercise for 30min and still looking great. it was terrible 3 mths ago
3. Yeah read alot alot. Confession- many books i read selectively on few sections. Gemini is so 'hopping' lol. N thanks to NLB, able to borrow twice # of book and audio books. N the decision to renew premium membership allow me to hear books. Great!
4. Yeah, those self help books and audio books were helpful. Alot of reading and self reflection and confession really let me realise alot of things about Life, Living & R'ship managment. I hope i can really improve alot. And thanks BC for his patience. Occasionally i still unconsciously slip back into depression and emotional blackmail. Somehow despite being irritated, you have help me along the way. :)
Now, 2009 challenge is how i can get back to workforce. Earn decent income and then continue to stay n live healthy
Life, i love u.
Hope, i believe in u
Me, i will learn to have more faith in u :)
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