Ytd

First day damn bad cramp.

As could not do my daily exercise due to cramp, tried to walk to interchange and take bus. At least that 5 - 10 min walk can sweat it out...

Everytime was fine until cramp + giddy attack came by when i tried to buy some food from fairprice.

It took me abt 15mins hiding in toilet due to cramp and urge to puke.

Then at the bus stop i was totally unable to move much. Managed to sit down, sweat jus broke; the cramp was terrible.

At 7pm+ the crowd was bad with only one bus taking us back to punggol. Hesitated to go up bus since it was overcrowded. In fact, let go 2 buses. The thought of me puking in the bus with 10s of ppl was not fun. Wanted to take cab but worry to got into bad smelling ones or one driver that like to brake n brake. That will give me more problem. At that point, every step has to be taken into consideration as already see stars; can blackout anytime.

SMSed but the other side was too busy having gathering. Actually also cannot do anyhting mah, i undeerstand lah haa. But jus need some encouragement to get me back home. So vulunerable.

Pray n pray and managed to get into a bus that was not so crowded. Indeed prayer got heard :)

In the bus, was further lucky to be able to get a seat. Continue to pray that i wont faint or puke in the bus.

It was only about 20min ride but it seemed forever.

Reached home, i thank Buddha for giving me the strength and protection. Took the last pink pill (again, prayer heard) and after an hour or so, the pain subsided.

Wonder if it is due to weaken body or as i grow older, my pain endurance lessen? the monthly biz pain is getting bad to worst