This morning heard this song from MP3.
你连笑起来都不快乐 你连做著梦都泪流
你把所有希望交给我 我却通通遗落在风中
你连笑起来都不快乐 你连做著梦都泪流
It brought back memories again.
Sorry my memories usually come with sorrow. There were sweet moments but the hurt seem overwhelmed over 10 yrs.
Dun noe since when, i wept in sleep.. dreams usually about him n that woman (sorry it is a series of women), he talked down on me, n he leaving... cant rem when it started, only imprinted in mind that it started becos he lied. 精神上的走私is lethal enough... then e nites he did not come home worst.
Becos of betrayal n afraid to know e truth n lack security.. alot of things happened.. it is affecting me alot...
我們之間的問題 是我不相信你 敏感又多心 怕你變了心 因為愛你 害怕失去你 ＊愛的天氣總是陰晴不定 愛的情緒也在歡笑中哭泣
Looking ahead, now after 2 yrs separation including cooling period and 'got over' period, Love comes in agian... it took me alot of struggle and courage to decide (damn i jus bad with words to describe that kind of feeling) ... m scare of cos, not only the other person but myself.. will heaven be more merciful to me? will i be a better girlfriend after going through the hell or will i bring hell to another innocent person? :(
现在的他是一道光束带着平凡的我走上奇迹旅途
Dear, 爱上了你之后我从来不哭
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