if u r a friend, stop hurting me

haiz...

y like tat?

u said cos u r concern for me. U noe that this is not going to be lasting so u wan to remind me n wake me up.

U said it all started with LUST so there wont be any good ending. I wil only end up hurt

All these yrs u told me that ppl like to conquer women like me; matured, married, strong character at work and charismatic character. I make ppl feel comfortable to be with.

Keep saying men wan to bed me.

Think that cos i am lonely and he is lonely n cos he wan my body so we are together.

Y say these? u said u r stating the fact.

Wat make you say so?

All these yrs, you been trying to get close to me. Maybe have some fantasy on me. But does that mean all men r like that?

Wat lust? wat body? wat sex? wat lonely?

Firstly i dun think i have good body and good sex to provide men. I m also not a prositute n no intention to be one. I do not need sex as u thought i require. (if i was really so bitchy n desperate, i would have let my hubby bed me!).

Wat lonely? there is ppl who are alone but not lonely. Maybe u r not this type of species so u think all must be lonely n then find a sex partner? i dun need it. To me sex is when there is love n trust.

Human tend to have moment of weakness. Yes, i do. and at times i teared in front of you. Cos i trusted u. I can complain outfront my unhappiness, but selectively i showed my tears.

I m writing al these becos i feel v hurt. Wan our friendship to last.

If you treat me as friend, can you be with me? standby me? i dun noe wat lies ahead. if there is bad ending, jus be with me.

and to those women ard me who think i m too cheap as compared to u.... stop it. I do not bed ard.

yes i m frustrated. I hate friends like this. How u wan me to react? claiming u care for me n tell me such hurtful thingys i should feel happy? i cant. I m human. Yes i m still human despite i was a discarded goods. Stop imposing your views on me n tell me such hurtful things. U all think u all very 清高？sometimes it thin line between pretenious n that. If i tell u these upfront u sure feel angry. Think for others then.