well well, many noe i can be quite expressive openly haaa . it is not good yet not bad for me. I need room to air out. Having no one really can share my feelings n thoughts n i am not used to vent anger on others, i express by writing out.
Today i have numerous msn nick. Even to extend of 'no name'. Then J said he din know it's me so i changed to Man GO jo. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
No wonder man went away cos mango mango depicts man (to) go (away) haaaaa
not lah, dun take it again i m desperate. Jus find it so amusing.
He came back on saturday w/o telling me in advance. He likes such game. it started as one time he came back late nite, i was asleep n suddnely door flunk open widely. I was scared to death almost cant breathe. He laughed so happily. So i can bring him laughter? i dn noe haaaa
Then the first few times i felt so cheated and betrayed when he dun spent nite at home. I will lost sleep, wait for him. Even find stupid excuses to sms him. Of cos he wont reply. then tears will roll.
Now? i am so used to it. N really it does not bother me anymore.
This moment my msn nick reads as 'Once you get hurt repeatedly, then realised heart is number. But only on that person. Can human really live w/o reopening heart'? Quite broken english. I meant is, if u have given up hope n love on a person, will you then never again let another person come into ur life? How long will that period persist?
I have such thoughts as today there are two persons that face this problem. One thought she will noe how to control n never let anyone walk into her life n maybe cause misery or any sensation. One had a gal told him her heart is sealed. Will that persist?
Anyway scientifically, it is the brain not heart that rule
i wonder how many really persist not to let heart moves again
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