Quite irritated at work. Been 5 days into the job and 6th day today. But i only staring at laptop and occupying myself with msn. this is not what i want. I do like to 'eat snake' at times but not like this way. Okok, maybe in weeks to come i will be bitching about too mch work. But really this is cuasing me alot of embarrassement. Haiz.
Sent email to my D yesterday that i would like a discussion.
He is yet into office.
As for today apart from work, guess will be hanging out. Maybe find a bday present. Then loiter ard. Hope when i m home he is either not in or already asleep.
Tmr nite is somehow going to be a significant moment. Only that i must noe not to cross line and respect the decision :) Haaa this is so embarrassing. LOL. Ok la, it is all my fault. Like *J said, i really someone that can be quite expressive and do not think of consequences. HAAAAA i see the other way lei. I see that once i firmed mind on something will do my best, even knowing hurt will eventually be mine.
Of cos again, tapping alone and clapping together is different de. Nvm lah, if my fate is somehow not alway wat i thought of, jus to accept. Not as if i never get hurt rite? LOL. Even the worst period, i can still act cool n laugh and jump ard like nothing happen :P
Anyway, to those who have been reading my blog. Please do not feel sorry or bad about wat happen to me. Believe me, now is so much milder le. And also i m penning now not to make u all feel upset lah. Just need room to ventilate heehee. i am not his type to vent anger on own kin de. :) okok i do nag to friends whne i feel overwhelmed haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i sow wat i reap. So i will take it on my stride. Not to worry, friend.
But if you all wanna treat me a drink, i really welcome hehhehe (Nick will say again i opportunist)
Everyone has own set of problems. The ocean is vast, sometimes our prob is cos we allow ourselves to trap in. We are only a drop in the ocean. Throw us in the ocean n we will vanish within second...
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