"Bomb" from China to Punggol

Msn bombing from China all the way to Punggol.

Then i realised he was not happy tat i was not ard when he was in Singapore for past few days.

Haiz

Call me a bitch or wat bah. I no longer able to be like the old me. Stay by his side no matter how he scold or treat me no good. This is his another bad patch in his life. But i think i am a devil. I cannot n do not want to share his woes as much as previously le. Tire and sick of being an invinsible emotional punching bag (he never noe he has been doin that).

Maybe after so long, i have learned to love myself more. More selfish le. Cant tolerate when he said all bad luck are from me. I create this and that. watever watever lah.

No i dun wan. I wan to believe that i can work toward a normal life and normal luck and give happiness to others. If utlimately there is no one i can share my life with. I wan to learn to cope life with myself and feel blissful also :)

只能陪你到这里。。。 对不起